I have not been taking good care of my body
I have not been making the decisions I know I should
I want to be vegan
I want to save money
But I keep eating cheese pizza and drinking beer
I wake up the next day feeling like shit
Headaches and stomach aches
And I hate every second of it
I know eating dairy is cruel and wrong
But I'm doing nothing to stop myself from consuming it
What the fuck is wrong with me
I have no self discipline
I'm not trying hard enough
This is why I'm a fat piece of shit
This is why I'm broke
This is why I feel like shit
But what the fuck am I doing to change it?
Nothing
But I have full control
And I do nothing to change
I continue to treat myself like shit
I continue to drink too often
As if it's some form of escapism
I continue to eat like shit
As if eating healthy and vegan doesn't feel better and still taste good
Why can't I make better decisions?
I'm such a piece of shit
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